Julia: Student starting to get addicted (14 min)
This is my first video here, I feel sorry because I'm shy to talk in english, so I writte my story here better. I start this video lighting one of my cigarettes in the darkness of my bedroom, remembering that moment. Last weeks I smoke when I wake up too, and I'll tell you why. In my dreams I'm always having a cigarette on my fingers, and I can even feel the smoke spinning in my lungs when I dream anything. Is just when I wake up when I have the freedom of feel for real the pleasure that my body is craving all night long when I dream: a real cloud of smoke kissing my body slowly inside. I love to play with my cigarettes, the smell of the smoke and to do some snaps and french inhales like expert smokers do. But I don't have that glamorous style, I just love to smoke. I also love to destroy my cigarettes in the ashtray.
On the second half of the video I chain smoke my first cigarette with 2 fresh ones, smoking two cigarettes at once. Multiples cigarettes is the best way to calm down this obsession. I hope that you understand what I feel when I'm smoking. Julia.